On an extremely special day, which combines the happiness of his birthday with the anniversary of The death of his father, Ronen Suarc He shared a message message on his social networks. Faced with his more than 400 thousand followers, the journalist told his feelings and shared the reflection he arrived after a complex process.
“Today I am 47 years and It’s my first birthday without my dad. It is the first time I talk about the subject since he decided to end his life. There will be people who will understand me, people who do not, but it is what I feel, so happy fulfills for me, ”said the communicator in his account of his account in his account Instagram.
Sitting, next to a cup of coffee on a table, Suarc began expressing the doubts he had regarding this situation: “A year ago my dad took his life. One always wonders poorly, what will have led him to make that decision?and those who remain?”.
Then, the influencer continued to highlight the first feelings that generated this loss: “I feel angry. Will it be anger, helpless? Yes, all that together. After having lived all my life with a person who suffers depression, even with several attempts to have taken his life, I realized that this is not my backpack”.
At the same time, he referred to the possible criticisms he would receive when expressing his way of thinking: “I know that many are going to say how insensitive, how little empathetic to what happened to your dad. And I know and understand you, but it is what we feel like we stayed. At some point, I thank God because I know that he is resting and we also. I assimilate it from another place, of acceptance. ”
Finally, Suarc closed his video explaining the reasons to celebrate what I had in this context: “So it is a different birthday. It is the first time in 47 years that I spend my birthday without worries. There will be people who will understand me. There will be people who don’t, but it’s what I feel. So happy birthday for me.”
A year ago, the communicator had fired his father with a deep post: “Today I must say goodbye with a lot of pain, but I want you to know that you did a good job in my life, your example of a tireless worker is something that I inherited and I look like you.”
Together with these words, Suarc added a brief clip where his arrival was appreciated to Argentina to meet his father, who he did not see two years ago. “Your opinions, your positions, many did not agree even if you ever accepted my choice of freedom and love, but that never cared, I am rebellious and you knew it always sustained you while I could,” he continued.
The journalist continued to tell: “I hope one day understands what happened to your mind when you walk to your final destination. I will never know why after a life dedicated to your loved ones, you decided that your end was like that. In general we did not decide when that last day of life comes and you made the decision that is that day.” In turn, he referred to his birthday, which took place recently: “This week I turned 46 and it was the only birthday in my whole life that you didn’t greet me. I don’t know why. I don’t know what it was. I don’t know, I don’t know … I hope some day any of the questions I have answer at least some.
“Thank you for everything and I am not going to deny that a little angry I am about not being able to understand, but it will happen to me. I have peace in your heart something that until that last moment you did not have,” the journalist was based in the United States, who added that “this personal tragedy never imagined it, but today I have life”.
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