Many Hollywood actors despair if they spend a season without being summoned. Hayden bakeryNo. The actress of Heroes y Scream IV He assured in a recent interview that he feels grateful for have remained away from the cameras during the last four years.
In a talk with Us Weekly, Panettiere indicated: “I took four years free. It was not something that planned, but it was what happened. That break was organic, and I desperately needed it”As indicated, that time in which they remained outside the indiscreet eyes and the flashes served to reflect on their life from a different perspective.
“I feel much more solid and rooted in this world, the crazy world in which we live,” he described, and explained: “It is healthy to continue evolving as a person. I always try to reinvent myself and learn more about myself, about my desires, needs, aversions and everything else. I have never been this version of myself, I have never felt so comfortable being who I am without feeling the need to apologize for anything. I feel that I have finally earned the right to comment. ”
The actress of Nashville The horror comedy is about to release, A Breed Apart, His first job after the premiere of Scream IV, of 2023. In the time in which he remained away from work, Panettiere talked openly about his problems with alcohol and drug addiction, which led his daughter Kaya to move to Ukraine for a while with his ex, Wladimir Klitschko. He also dealt with the pain that produced the loss of his brother Jansen, who died suddenly due to an enlargement of the non -diagnosed heart.
The actor was 28 years old. “It was my only brother and my work was to protect him. when I lost it, I felt that I lost half of my soul … I will always be disconsolate by him, I can never overcome it. It doesn’t matter how many years pass, I will never overcome your loss “>I will never overcome your loss”he confessed in an interview with People.
This surprising loss caused him pain and sadness that began to be reflected in his own body. “I just turned a balloon”revealed the 35 -year -old interpreter who, in a matter of days, began to swell and became unrecognizable. “It didn’t matter what he did or what he ate. I know that stress and cortisol that runs through the body can do that. Now I think my body was protecting, hiding from the world”He explained, in addition to confessing that he increased almost 18 kilos.
That overweight not only reflected the anguish that Hayden felt but refloated an old disorder of the past: agoraphobia. “I could barely leave home. I had to see horrible images of a paparazzi coming out of Jansen’s funeral, which took place in a very private place, and was shocking. I didn’t recognize myself. My agoraphobia came to light, something I have fought in the past”, He sincere about this anxiety disorder that implies being afraid and avoiding places or situations that could cause panic and feeling of being trapped, helpless or ashamed.
Panettiere had already talked about this situation and how difficult it was to grow in front of the cameras, especially in 2006 when he played the cheerleader with super powers Claire Bennet in the successful series Heroes. “As I grew up in this industry, you are afraid not to have a decent appearance when you leave through the door. That began to spend at age 16, when you are already at an age when you do not feel good with the changes in your body, and certainly do not need adult men to comment on our insecurities,” he recalled.
This feeling increased when he had to return to the sets after being a mother. “No woman should appear before a camera unless she wishes three months after giving birth. I put guns, and that increased my depression and affected my opinion about myself. They say that you should talk to yourself as you would Nashville.
However, meeting Celebrities Marnie Alton coach helped her get out of that depression and anguish. “We gave long and beautiful walks to vent ourselves and we made a therapy session. She gave me power,” she said about this woman who helped her recover control of her health and body. “My body began to react not only because of the exercise. It allowed me to release stress, the high expectations that I had always put on myself,” he added proud of his achievements at that time.
As their insecurities faded, so did their agoraphobia. “There is nothing like looking in the mirror and feeling that you look good enough to go out the door”He said.
The former youthstrel has also fought against drugs and alcohol; Addiction that led her to be rehabilitation at the beginning of 2020. “I was at the top of the world and I ruined him“He confessed who began consuming” pills of happiness “at age 15, before walking through the red carpets.” They were to encourage me during the interviews, “Panettiere admitted that, over time, he began to drink alcohol and occasionally took opioids.” As I grew up, drugs and alcohol became something that I could hardly live, “he acknowledged.
